Saturday, 04 December 2010
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in the middle of the desert
Just as how all my blog entries were, blogging at this time is the last thing that I should ever do given so many other tasks piling up waiting to be done. But heck it, I need some time off, some time to not do anything, and just think about what i'm feeling at the moment.
So, I'm not exactly a music fan like so many people are, in fact i should be considered an idiot in the music world, look, I don't know any music names to heart, I can't name you like maybe more than 10 singers at one go, I've never attended any music concerts at all in my life, and I don't have a music idol. I actually dunno if anyone in the world would actually be like me. Fact is, it's not that i dun like music, i enjoy listening to them, i love dancing to music (yea, both in the water as well as on land), but i just dun bother knowing lyrics, song names, artists names etc etc. Music does wonders, they do, so many times that I've actually cried just listening to music because it reminds me of my old life, or rather life before starting to work. It feels so distant now.
I dunno how i feel about working. on the one hand, things are tough, a lot of work, a lot of stress, a lot of sleepless nights, a lot of responsibilities, a lot of new things. But on the other hand, a lot of new experiences, a very good though steep learning curve, and a lot of "first times" (like, i just came back from desert safari, rode a camel, driven an ATV and rode on the sand dunes).
I'm beginning to like the money i'm earning now and the fact that i get to be independent and away from home, doing anything at all that i want to without any restrictions at all. But i also feel loneliness creeping in. I dun hv anyone to turn to most of the time, i wish there were shoulders for me to cry on, back for me to lean on, and a pair of arms that i can hold on to.
The upcoming three weeks will be a tough one before christmas and new year comes. I'll just keep my fingers crossed, do my best, and pray that i can survive through it, and survive with excellence that is. And then, the next thing i look forward to, is new year countdown in Dubai!
May things go well and smooth, Amen =)
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Comments (3)
Keep up the good work and press on. Is a new experience and yes a though one. But once you get use to it, it will be much easier. All the best and we always support you though a far.
Love Bro.
Hi dear,the path of life is full of roughness,up and down. That's why life is challenging. Everything now is a new thing to u ;the job,envirolment,people around....etc. Once u hve rode over the hill,coming down hill wld be easy as u wld be tougher to face all odds.I always trust that u r a girl who can survive in the tough condition. N u will always said there's nothing cannot be done;it's just whether u want to do it or not!
When work is no more 1st time,it soon become a routine.The more new things happens in ur life path,the more experienced the person you are.
Try to learn to destress,relax,do not set ur target too high. U soon will be alright n adaptable to all the new things coming to ur way.
V always support u in heart,soul n prayer. Be positive n I know u can make it!
Luv
connie_lim55
Mel,
Don't give up! It's a great experience! It's something different. After go through all these, you will become someone successful! How's DOHA? The food tastes weird hor? If you feel lonely, go you-tube. Look for some bak chi/ funny clips.
Be positive! We know you can do it! Pray hard hard for you! Don't worry! Jia you!
Luv
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